because they saw someone in public that they knew from high school and you’re just all frumpy, fat, and toda tirada (basically a friggin’ mess in spanish)? Ugh, I literally hid in there for about 10-20 minutes. I wish this weight loss thing was faster.

I know, I know. It takes hard work.

But I’m tired of hiding and crying about being seen. AND that damn hirsutism is driving me nuts. I can’t find anything that actually works on me lately. How embarrassing is it that I have as much hair on my chin than a teenage boy? Fuck it all. I just want to hide in a room and never come out sometimes.

Anybody ever had a big difference between scales happen to them? I didn’t do a weigh-in because of this. I was at my best friend’s house and her scale said I was back up at 312.6lbs. My scale at home said I was 292.8lbs. How is there a 20 pound difference? Anybody else had this happen??